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Reckonings

by Lavender Colored Life

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consider the prospect of the day you die and the clouds will conquer the sky the sunlit grass A figment of the past the flashbulb celebrations and raised-glass dedications to the ones we love and loved imagine the day when it all goes away the obliterating rays of sunlight purge the attic of memory curtains drawn aside gaze upon the outside the swirling, sweltering throb of lifelines contemplate pick between the lines between the the roots and the vines into the records of the time you spent in revelry in broken-hearted agony the late night acquaintance made the last words you could have said consider the prospect you can’t deny tectonics as earth shatters for the day of your burial just as it did for the day of your birth
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The Tower 05:05
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I’ve been here before if only in a dream or a mis-remembered past the dull ache in my chest the sentiment of recurrence time after time I realize how far we’ve come I realize who i’ve become no need to ask for absolution no need to wait for revelation as the immense spiral twists around me My thoughts swirl history crashes down thunderously another step through cold air will my foot touch ground? as a saunter through night time streets but around me there is only history as lifetimes unfold the pulsing valley of lights so coursing with life so immense through tear blurred eyes hand in hand we will step together hand in hand all will be alright
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soft, gossamer, nebulous shimmering lips and tongues glistening mother of pearl saliva. tracing, pulling, across skin and sheets, leaving moonlight residue. warm puddles on the skin turn the body to a flowing, ephemeral form. pleasureful, comfortable warmth - dissolution between sheets. running down from the raised pillows into the recesses of the bed. My pillowcase horizon - a vision of entangled hearts, forever.
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I feel as if i am living in a dream, this violet haze has soaked into my bones. faint traces of symbols manifest, giving my grotesque body a contour, an orientation, no matter how quickly it may dissolve I know that it was meant to be, and I swell a flash through leaves suddenly exterminated with a sad smile, scattered and refracted how illusory the world looks bathed in silver phantasmagoric, demarcations ceased to be clear
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Chalice 05:44
Feeble Light Empty words my own hands iniquity my heart so full of love without a compass is a shell, a chalice to fill, a conduit alone I am an empty tale an inverted shadow without weight contextless, I live through you as I bathe in window rays and become a hollow ache so full of love but unto whom? the serpent bites down on its own tail circle of roots and blood spiral of time without you, I am no one without you all, I am but naught.
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Reckonings 03:05
reckonings closure in motion season gives way to season another room to fill another grave to dig another glass to raise another ribcage burning with passion the hurt of separation the fire of adoration the cutting of transition I am a creature of light and love a product of all tender efforts and despair will give way to peace as clouds give way to sunlight

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released April 5, 2014

Thanks to Haley Schmidt for the cover photo

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Lavender Colored Life Washington, D.C.

An odd place to take electronic music, a cross between the supersaw synths of dancey, witch housey music like Crystal Castles, Crim3s, Salem, IC3PEAK and K1LLRGVP, with the gloomcore of Enemies List, influenced heavily by Planning for Burial, Have a Nice Life and Black Wing, topped with black metal influences, drawing on Immortal Life-era Liturgy, Mamaleek, Deafheaven etc etc... ... more

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